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Bu g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid olmas\u0131ndan 40 g\u00fcn ke\u00e7ir…\nT\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259r t\u0259kc\u0259 romanlarda, kinolarda olmur. H\u0259yat t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u0259rl\u0259 doludur. Xudayar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 kimi… Onun d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259si b\u0259lk\u0259 bu z\u0259rur\u0259td\u0259n idi…
\nB\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259 do\u011fulub. D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259li\u015fi il\u0259 h\u0259yat ona ilk \u201cs\u00fcrprizini\u201d atas\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n almaqla edib. 32 ya\u015f\u0131nda qarmon ifa\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olan atas\u0131 M\u00fcsl\u00fcm Yusifzad\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k q\u00fcsurundan d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7 edib. Ail\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f, bir bac\u0131 analar\u0131 il\u0259 qal\u0131blar n\u0259n\u0259, baba himay\u0259sind\u0259.
\nQar\u015f\u0131da h\u0259l\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u00fcrprizl\u0259r oldu\u011funu bilmirdi Xudayar. Yaman d\u0259c\u0259l v\u0259 \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn idi. Babas\u0131yla n\u0259n\u0259si o d\u00f6rd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n yolunda, ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda canlar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259n\u0259rdil\u0259r ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259sin, yoxsa nakam atalar\u0131n\u0131n ruhunu incitmi\u015f olarlar. U\u015faqlar da qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, ail\u0259 onlar\u0131n var i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yox n\u0259dir bilmirdil\u0259r.
\nXudayar B\u0259rd\u0259 1 sayl\u0131 Musiqi M\u0259kt\u0259binin xan\u0259nd\u0259lik sinfind\u0259 oxuyurdu, evd\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fi-g\u00fcc\u00fc oxumaq olard\u0131. Daha bir t\u0259sad\u00fcf onun orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin birinci sinfin\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmaq arzusu il\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 ald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259rbi forman\u0131 geyinm\u0259si olub.
\n\u018fsg\u0259ri xidm\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131danda is\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb ki, ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 ev elektrik naqill\u0259rinin q\u0131sa qapanmas\u0131ndan yan\u0131b k\u00fcl olub. Ail\u0259nin bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 Xudayar i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lib. Marketl\u0259rd\u0259n birind\u0259 m\u00fchafiz\u0259\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259yirmi\u015f. Bir g\u00fcn marketin sahibi ona darvazan\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Xudayar\u0131 azarlay\u0131b. Xudayar cavab verib ki, \u0259vv\u0259la g\u00f6rm\u0259dim g\u0259ldiyinizi, ikinci d\u0259 m\u0259n qap\u0131 a\u00e7an i\u015fl\u0259mir\u0259m, m\u00fchafiz\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m. Bu dialoqa t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n qulaq m\u00fcsafiri olan market m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259risi Xudayar\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 ehmalca vurub qula\u011f\u0131na bay\u0131rda s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m deyib. T\u0259bii ki, m\u00fcdirl\u0259 olan m\u00fcbahis\u0259d\u0259n sonra i\u015fini itirdiyin\u0259 \u0259minlikl\u0259 Xudayar marketd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b h\u0259min adama yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r. Bay\u0131rda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n Orxan adl\u0131 adam ona sabah s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr g\u0259l S\u0259rh\u0259d Qo\u015funlar\u0131na deyir.
\nXudayar q\u0259bul olub, oxuyur, amma ail\u0259sini kiray\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n qurtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tez bir zamanda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Tezlikl\u0259 Astarada S\u0259rh\u0259d Qo\u015funlar\u0131nda gizir kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b.
\nV\u0259t\u0259n M\u00fcharib\u0259sinin ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 qat\u0131l\u0131r.
\nAnas\u0131 Rad\u0259 Yusifzad\u0259nin dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ail\u0259si onun d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259yib: Biz\u0259 demirdi, z\u0259ng ed\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 zarafata sal\u0131b deyirdi, bizi d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 aparm\u0131rlar, t\u0259lim ke\u00e7irl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 telefonda g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fitdim, anlad\u0131m anlama\u011fa, amma dedi ki, Z\u0259ngilan\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q dey\u0259, \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r at\u0259\u015ff\u0259\u015fanl\u0131q edirl\u0259r. Dedim bala, Allah s\u0259ni d\u0259, yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 da qorusun. T\u0259kc\u0259, balaca day\u0131s\u0131na demi\u015fdi ki, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Day\u0131s\u0131 dedi onu saxlamaq olmazd\u0131 \u201d.
\nG\u0259lir\u0259m yen\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259, niy\u0259sini indi siz d\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. \u015e\u0259hidliyind\u0259n iki g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 onun ifas\u0131nda yay\u0131lan mahn\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 fikir verin:
\nDumanl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda durdum,
\nDumandan \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir
\nxeym\u0259 qurdum,
\nKe\u00e7di x\u0259yal\u0131mdan \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259l yurdum,
\nDumanlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 duman g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nXudayar\u0131n Murovda\u011fdan ba\u015flayan d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolu Z\u0259ngilandan, Qubadl\u0131dan, C\u0259bray\u0131ldan, F\u00fczulid\u0259n ke\u00e7ir. H\u0259min dumanl\u0131 da\u011f onun yurdudur. O da\u011flarda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n dumandan xeym\u0259 qurmu\u015fdu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259.
\nN\u0259n\u0259si Tovuz M\u0259mm\u0259dova dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131 Xudayar\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid x\u0259b\u0259rini g\u0259tir\u0259n dostlar\u0131 dedil\u0259r ki, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n m\u00fchasir\u0259sind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan birin\u0259 deyib, qorxma, g\u0259lib s\u0259ni xilas ed\u0259c\u0259m. \u00d6ls\u0259m d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olma\u011fa g\u0259lir\u0259m. Dostunu m\u00fchasir\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b sa\u011f salamat qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Biz dostlar\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fana q\u0259d\u0259r bilmirdik ki, Xudayar F\u00fczuli, Hadrut, Z\u0259ngilan, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r, Qubadl\u0131 u\u011frunda qaynar d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015ftirak edib. Oktyabr\u0131n 23-d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r yaralan\u0131b, \u015f\u0259hid olub. M\u0259n balamla f\u0259xr etmi\u015f\u0259m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. Yen\u0259 f\u0259xr edir\u0259m\u201d.
\nBalas\u0131 il\u0259 f\u0259xr ed\u0259n ana n\u0259n\u0259si a\u011fdaml\u0131d\u0131r. Xudayar\u0131n ana t\u0259r\u0259fi a\u011fdaml\u0131d\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 babas\u0131na z\u0259ng edib g\u0259lib s\u0259ni yurduna – A\u011fdama aparacam deyib.
\nX\u00fclyalar i\u00e7ind\u0259 sanki bihu\u015fdum,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n arzusu il\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r qo\u015fdum,
\nTufanlar g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 dastan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r c\u0259lb ed\u0259n
\nbu xo\u015f m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259,
\n\u015e\u00f6vq\u00fcm\u00fc
\nart\u0131rd\u0131 \u015fer\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259l\u0259,
\n\u00c7atd\u0131qca
\nv\u0259t\u0259nim, elim n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259,
\nT\u0259bi\u0259t d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 heyran g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nXudayar Z\u0259ngilan\u0131n A\u011fb\u0259nd q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259si u\u011frunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidliy\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lib. Ondan sonra silahda\u015flar\u0131 h\u0259min yer\u0259 bayra\u011f\u0131 Xudayar\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 sanc\u0131blar \u2013 rahat yat deyibl\u0259r, u\u011frunda \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011fun m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259ni azad etdik…
\nDeyirl\u0259r b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,
\n\u0130nsan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn lal\u0259zar
\nv\u0259t\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,
\nVahid sorma
\nv\u0259t\u0259n n\u0259d\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,
\nAd\u0131 g\u0259lc\u0259k k\u00f6nl\u00fcm x\u0259ndan
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 dastana d\u00f6nd\u00fc 22 ya\u015fl\u0131 Xudayar Yusifzad\u0259. H\u0259rbi\u00e7i d\u0259 oldu, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259, \u015f\u0259hid d\u0259… D\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l xan\u0259nd\u0259 kimi tan\u0131nmaq ist\u0259yi d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qalmad\u0131. T\u0259k birc\u0259 \u201cV\u0259t\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u201d mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ifa etm\u0259kl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn xan\u0259nd\u0259liyin f\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u0259 qalxd\u0131. X\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131za, q\u0259lbimiz\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc bat\u0131q yanaqlar\u0131, parlaq g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, g\u00f6z\u0259l ifas\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hidda\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 nur i\u00e7ind\u0259 yats\u0131n… \u0130fas\u0131n\u0131n sonunda dediyi s\u00f6z qulaqlar\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259nir \u2013 el\u0259 bil, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n da o k\u0259lm\u0259 il\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259sini qoyurmu\u015f. H\u0259min son k\u0259lm\u0259si il\u0259 bitirir\u0259m onun haqq\u0131nda a\u011f\u0131-yaz\u0131n\u0131 – bu da bel\u0259… V\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda canlar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rin ruhu qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda t\u0259ziml\u0259…<\/p>\n