{"id":8523,"date":"2025-04-29T13:15:32","date_gmt":"2025-04-29T09:15:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/?p=8523"},"modified":"2025-04-29T13:15:50","modified_gmt":"2025-04-29T09:15:50","slug":"gozl%c9%99dim-s%c9%99ni-goz%c9%99l-m%c9%99l%c9%99yim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/2025\/04\/29\/gozl%c9%99dim-s%c9%99ni-goz%c9%99l-m%c9%99l%c9%99yim\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6zl\u0259dim S\u0259ni, G\u00f6z\u0259l M\u0259l\u0259yim…"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Aprelin ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 s\u00fckutunda yen\u0259 yolumu \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259, susmu\u015f q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 sald\u0131m. Torpaq da susmu\u015fdu, g\u00f6y d\u0259. Ruhum kimi g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f a\u011faclar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 dayan\u0131b bir da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m \u2014\u00a0ad\u0131n\u0131 oxumadan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m da\u015f<\/strong><\/span>a:\u00a0Leyla M\u0259likli.<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bu il q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259ni t\u0259rk etdiyi g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00a016-c\u0131 ili<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0tamam oldu…<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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28 v\u0259 29 aprel<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259qvimd\u0259ki tarixl\u0259r deyil. Onlar\u00a0tale y\u0131rt\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/strong><\/span>d\u0131r. El\u0259 bir g\u00fcn ki, ya\u015fasam da, ya\u015faya bilm\u0259diyim, n\u0259f\u0259s alsam da, bo\u011fuldu\u011fum tarixl\u0259rdir. 28-d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xartmad\u0131m ki,\u00a0atam\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0d\u0259fni.\u00a029-da d\u0259fn etdik<\/strong><\/span>, \u00e7\u00fcnki art\u0131q i\u00e7imd\u0259n bir par\u00e7a yox idi.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Q\u0131z\u0131m\u00a0Leyla<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0evd\u0259, sad\u0259c\u0259 hamama getmi\u015fdi. Sad\u0259c\u0259… Bu \u201csad\u0259c\u0259\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bir h\u0259yat yat\u0131r.\u00a0D\u0259m qaz\u0131<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n, s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xarmayan, amma sonda ail\u0259nin can\u0131n\u0131 alan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n… O gec\u0259,\u00a017 aprel\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n gec\u0259<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0idi. M\u0259n sabah\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259\u00a0ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc qeyd ed\u0259c\u0259kdim.<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0\u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 tort, l\u0259v\u0259ngi, a\u015f haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u201cQoy ham\u0131 doyunca yesin\u201d \u2014 demi\u015fdim…<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Leyla ax\u015fam m\u0259n\u0259 dedi:
\u201cAna, ist\u0259s\u0259n sabah i\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, s\u00fcfr\u0259nin d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259r\u0259m…\u201d<\/strong><\/span>
\u018fn son s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n biri bu idi.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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S\u0259h\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. M\u0259n is\u0259\u00a0Sema\u015fkan\u0131n Toksikologiya \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sind\u0259<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 h\u0259yata qaytarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Allahla susqun sava\u015f verirdim.\u00a013 g\u00fcn komada<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0qald\u0131 Leyla… Amma bu h\u0259yat onu geri qaytarmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u015eadl\u0131qla \u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n Ad G\u00fcn\u00fcm…<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Son ill\u0259r ad g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r insan t\u0259brik edir m\u0259ni. Bu il d\u0259 az qala\u00a0iki min layk<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0topland\u0131 feysbukda, \u015f\u0259rhl\u0259r, dualar, xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r… Amma i\u00e7imd\u0259 bir\u00a0s\u0259ssizlik<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0qopur:<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir t\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131m t\u0259brik etm\u0259di…<\/strong><\/span>
Ax\u015fam saat 12 tamam olanda bir birimizi t\u0259brik ed\u0259rdik.\u00a0G\u00f6zl\u0259dim s\u0259ni, g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259l\u0259yim. Niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259din?..<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n bunu dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m adamlara. Bu\u00a0a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131maq ist\u0259mir\u0259m<\/strong><\/span>, amma\u00a0b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m<\/strong><\/span>. H\u0259rd\u0259n da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b\u00a0ba\u011f\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0\u2014 b\u0259lk\u0259 Leylam e\u015fid\u0259…<\/span><\/div>\n
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Leylan\u0131n Yoxlu\u011funda Qalanlar<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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H\u0259rd\u0259n\u00a0qulaqlar\u0131mda akord kimi s\u0259ssizlik<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0olur q\u0259biristanl\u0131qda. El\u0259 bil m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran, dinl\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259k bir ruh var orada: q\u0131z\u0131m. Q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturanda hiss edir\u0259m, o da g\u0259lir, bax\u0131r, sakitc\u0259 yan\u0131mda durur.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir d\u0259f\u0259\u00a0\u201cAllahla intervyu\u201d<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0adl\u0131 bir video izl\u0259mi\u015fdik bir yerd\u0259. Orada deyilirdi:<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201c\u0130nsanlar el\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar ki, sanki he\u00e7 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r…
El\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, sanki he\u00e7 ya\u015famay\u0131blar\u201d<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Leyla bu d\u00fcnyada az ya\u015fad\u0131, amma\u00a0m\u0259ni ana etdi<\/strong><\/span>,\u00a0m\u0259ni b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc<\/strong><\/span>,\u00a0m\u0259ni s\u0131nad\u0131<\/strong><\/span>,\u00a0m\u0259ni insan etdi.<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0\u00d6z\u00fc balaca q\u0131z, amma h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rsini o verdi m\u0259n\u0259.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yaral\u0131 Q\u0259lbin \u0130tiraf\u0131<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ham\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcm-s\u00f6hb\u0259tim,<\/em><\/span>
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u011fladan q\u0259lbim var m\u0259nim…<\/em><\/span>
\u2014\u00a0El\u00e7in Mirz\u0259b\u0259yli<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bax, bu s\u0259tr\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb ya\u015fay\u0131ram b\u0259z\u0259n. Sevinir\u0259m, yaz\u0131ram, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, amma i\u00e7imd\u0259\u00a0Leylas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011fu<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0var. O bo\u015fluq he\u00e7 n\u0259 il\u0259 dolmur. M\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yazsam, dan\u0131\u015fsam da, bu\u00a0yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sonda bunu den\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Q\u0131z\u0131m Leylan\u0131n xatir\u0259si m\u0259niml\u0259dir. Onu ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259k, ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na baxmaq, \u015f\u0259kil payla\u015fmaq \u2014 bu art\u0131q m\u0259nim dualar\u0131m\u0131n \u015f\u0259killi formas\u0131na \u00e7evrilib. Onu sev\u0259n, duyan h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n birc\u0259 ist\u0259yim var:
Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z insanlar\u0131 sevgi il\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131n. Onlar\u0131n q\u0259drini sa\u011fl\u0131qlar\u0131nda bilin.<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6l\u00fcm b\u0259z\u0259n\u00a0g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyin anda<\/strong><\/span>,\u00a0g\u00f6zl\u0259diyin bir qona\u011f\u0131n yerin\u0259 g\u0259lir…<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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Aprelin ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 s\u00fckutunda yen\u0259 yolumu \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259, susmu\u015f q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 sald\u0131m. Torpaq da susmu\u015fdu, g\u00f6y d\u0259. Ruhum kimi g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f a\u011faclar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 dayan\u0131b bir da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m \u2014\u00a0ad\u0131n\u0131 oxumadan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m da\u015fa:\u00a0Leyla M\u0259likli. Bu il q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259ni t\u0259rk etdiyi g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00a016-c\u0131 ili\u00a0tamam oldu… 28 v\u0259 29 aprel\u00a0m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259qvimd\u0259ki tarixl\u0259r deyil. Onlar\u00a0tale y\u0131rt\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. El\u0259 bir g\u00fcn ki, ya\u015fasam da, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":8524,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[61,53],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8523","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kirdiyon","category-tarix"],"translation":{"provider":"WPGlobus","version":"3.0.2","language":"az","enabled_languages":["tl","az"],"languages":{"tl":{"title":true,"content":true,"excerpt":false},"az":{"title":false,"content":false,"excerpt":false}}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8523","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8523"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8523\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8527,"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8523\/revisions\/8527"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8524"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8523"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8523"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dodoqezeti.az\/az\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8523"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}